| I'm in too deep.
If I could go back, I would change everything. I would make things the way they were supposed to be. I wouldn't have to fight for you. I wouldn't have these insecurities about how you feel. I wouldn't be afraid of losing you every second I'm not with you, every minute I'm not talking to you. I wouldn't worry that you may be thinking of someone else when you get quiet on the phone.
I fucking hate this. I hate myself for what I did. I hate how much I hurt you. I hate not knowing how to fix that. I hate the things that bring you down, and how they bring me down with you. I hate it when I can't make you smile.
Because I love you. I love you more than anyone has ever loved another. I love you with ever fiber of my being. I'll never be truly happy with anyone else. I love you.
And it hurts so much.
I wish I knew what to do.
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| Likeh this layout? i like the icon. but navigation is dificil.
i may use it for my main one. |
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| Chyeah it still exists O_O. |
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| I think I'm gonna shut down my xanga soon...maybe start a new one. I'll let everyone know soon. |
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